Suicidal thoughts isn’t a good thing and actress Tonto Dikeh is thankful that she has gotten over it.
She took to her instagram page earlier today to talk about how she struggled with being suicidal, being angry all the time and how she overcame it all.
“Woke up reflecting on who I was and how far I have grown spiritually, womanly & physically. I had so much anger, So much venom, so much Hate to give. I didnt understand y neither did i give A hoot. I thot life Was all i Saw, Most of my anger Came from my Childhood (but i did have a great hood), Some came from Been Sick, Another came from been motherless,etc. Darlings i was broken,i was a walking disaster, A thicking time Bomb. I was on a suicide part on a regular sigh# Bottomline I Saved me, I got to
realize that no1 cares about your Pain/hurt or life, people already have too much on their plate Or are more Angry about life than u I came to understand that without me the world would still go on with nothing missed n might even be a better place,you might b missed for a day,week,years but i bet u u gonna b so forgotten wen its time* i came to understand that change i needed was inside me,We really dont maximize our God given Authority AS Gods creations#PRAYER#
*I came to realize that Anger is a more deadly messed up illness than CANCER,my anger was the shield between i and happiness,Love,Life,etc* I came to realize that my future depends on me letting go of all the hurt/Anger/Negativity and fully committed2 God and living a good life*
* I did realize a couple of things about self love,God/Allah,Food,We RE barely existing n not living without God*Good food is fuel for your mind, soul n body** Release yourself today from Your Burden/Anger/Pain and truly discover a life of constant joy in his grace.. I didn’t turn born again or nothing i just realized that I AM SPECIAL.. Good morning Angels #TODAY I CELEBRATE 4YEARS OF CONSTANT ELECTRICITY IN MY HOME NOT NEPA THOU LOL"
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